Nuke1967
Well-known member
I have been depressed for two weeks now, I look at my life and know I made some bad mistakes, I should have done this or I should have completed that, now I am truly worried about my future or what is left of it I guess, I just came out of a bankruptcy due to financial issues, after dealing with that mess I get hit again by a layoff, my job wasn't a high paying one but I enjoyed it, now I am 47 and looking at an uncertain future., and not certain where I am going,I did get hired back by my last job, different position,crappy hours and lower pay.
I have never been married, I have not had a relationship, when I was 26 I had already lost both my parents, my brother passed away a few months back, not that we were very close, I have two sisters, one I am closer to that has helped me out, but I feel at times I am kinda of an embarrassment to her, when I have good luck it seems that I have something bad right after that negates it.
I am not trying to have a pity party, I know others have problems equal to or greater than mine, just sometimes I feel like I either did something wrong in a past life, or I got cursed, anyway I just felt like getting this off my virtual chest, thanks for reading.
I have never been married, I have not had a relationship, when I was 26 I had already lost both my parents, my brother passed away a few months back, not that we were very close, I have two sisters, one I am closer to that has helped me out, but I feel at times I am kinda of an embarrassment to her, when I have good luck it seems that I have something bad right after that negates it.
I am not trying to have a pity party, I know others have problems equal to or greater than mine, just sometimes I feel like I either did something wrong in a past life, or I got cursed, anyway I just felt like getting this off my virtual chest, thanks for reading.