Bebeskii
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I've been daydreaming and wondering If I could end up happy very much. I've just graduated my high school. I thought my life would get better once miserable high school years are over, but I was wrong. It is just the same, except now I'm at home lonely, just not lonely at school anymore. Everyday is same, very monotonous. I could not believe I'm in the middle of 2014. It seems to me that 2014 has just started this week because my days are always similar. No friends, No gardens to go in this crappy city, No places to entertain myself, No support groups. I could not find many opportunities to end this cycle in this country Mongolia. People in here are generally closed-up and rude. I know only way to breakaway from this. Get into a university.
My dream is to get into a University of Melbourne in Australia, Bristol University in The UK or University of Michigan in The USA. These 3 universities are my favourite. I could dedicate everything to any one of these universities. Will it get better in a university ? Also I really want to leave my relatives, who are rude and mean to for no good reason, behind. It hurts when they " You're too weak to be a man". " You're like a girl", " Education will not decide everything, look at how unsociable and unskilled you are at physical works". I try to reach out people. They have no idea what it is like for me. Oh, I have no right to complain since I have everything I need whereas many kids are suffering from diseases, poverty, abuse and malnutrition all around the world. At least that is what my mom says to shut up my mouth.
My dream is to get into a University of Melbourne in Australia, Bristol University in The UK or University of Michigan in The USA. These 3 universities are my favourite. I could dedicate everything to any one of these universities. Will it get better in a university ? Also I really want to leave my relatives, who are rude and mean to for no good reason, behind. It hurts when they " You're too weak to be a man". " You're like a girl", " Education will not decide everything, look at how unsociable and unskilled you are at physical works". I try to reach out people. They have no idea what it is like for me. Oh, I have no right to complain since I have everything I need whereas many kids are suffering from diseases, poverty, abuse and malnutrition all around the world. At least that is what my mom says to shut up my mouth.