Geralt said:
I don't know why am I writing this but i hope there is someone that could help me. I am 16 yo but i've never felt so lonely in my life. I have no friends, no girlfriend..nothing ...Everyone in my family thinks im ok but im not. I always tell them im going out with friends..but im not ...I'm always going out alone..To the movies,concerts, school..everywhere it's only me. Maybe people hate me because I'm fat (I'm not very fat)..After primary school all so called "friends" disappeared from my life although we all live in circle of 15 miles. Few of them says hello when we meet but that't it. My "best friend" who i know for 10 years never calls me, never asks me how im doing.Of course i always text her on the phone and talk with her on facebook, but always I have to be one to start conversation...and that's conversation mostly contained of my questions and her answers..she never asks how are you or do you have any probs. That's same thing with all other so called friends from both old and highschool. They only talk to me or call me when they need something. I am like free yahoo questions..I am an good student and they always ask me for something. Many times I've saved their asses by taking their blame to myself and never got nothing back. is a simple "how are you" so hard to say...They are greedy little bastards...
If you really don't want to be lonely...you should have a little faith in Jesus. Jesus is the best friend you could ever have. Pray and envite him into your life and into everything you do. He is willing and he wants to be there. Call on him, he's been waiting on you. He's the God that's more than enough. He wants your time and your friend ship. He died so you could have him. I was the loneliest person...I really needed a friend something bad but now I could really care less. Jesus is my everything. God takes care of all my needs. He's always there to help me in any situation. He's the pefect companion for the broken, or broken hearted. You should google him and see what he's all about. He offers so much more than just friend ship. He's closer than a brother. You need to wait on him. Don't give up. Trust him. Trust him. Trust him. He's the best thing that's ever happend to me. He's also the most over looked human being i've ever known. He want's you. he wants your truble, and your time. Start with him. He's the beginning to the end of every hurting situation. I promise you he will be there when you call on him. Just seek a relationship with him. He will love you. He already does. He did so much he died for you.
God Bless,
-Katy
If you havn't eccepted him as your savior...your going to have to do that.
"Heavenly Father, have mercy on me, a sinner. I believe in you and that your word is true. I believe that Jesus Christ is the Son of the living God and that he died on the cross so that I may now have forgiveness for my sins and eternal life. I know that without you in my heart my life is meaningless.
I believe in my heart that you, Lord God, raised Him from the dead. Please Jesus forgive me, for every sin I have ever committed or done in my heart, please Lord Jesus forgive me and come into my heart as my personal Lord and Savior today. I need you to be my Father and my friend.
I give you my life and ask you to take full control from this moment on; I pray this in the name of Jesus Christ."
Amen.