Recent content by Darkener

About 4 months ago. Freezing ass night...

1. Different 2. Intense 3. Beautiful 4. Genius 5. Empathetic

ummmmm I halfway live in my car. >My rave gear >My lights >My drug paraphenalia (I know... HORRID place and I didnt spell that right...) >Ever constant growing mess of trash >Too much change >My CD Collection (Though I only use my Ipod) >Some of my girlfriends things...

Everything happened as it should have. I have no regrets and no qualms about my current life. He is afraid because he knows little of what my new life surrounds me with. Plus... i have assimilated myself with evil all too precisely... He is righteous to the core. I'm more worried about the...

pretty much exactly what I'm doing. Today i bought reallllly nice bondage cuffs in preparation for valentines day! :D This is actually my longest relationship too. Going on 8 months now. : )

An exercise I used to go through for my intense manic depression was to write down 25 of the things I loved most every day. I like doing it even when I'm happy. You should add your own list! 1. Incense 2. Raving 3. Marijuana 4. Hardstyle 5. Bass 6. Moshing 7. Sex 8. Lights/Glowsticks 9. Fire...

Not guilty. (One of very few things I haven't done) Have you ever been chased by a swat member?

Quite well put together.. I liked the subtle lack of intonation. your word structure is very similar to mine.

A note from another side of perception Don't believe your senses deception Eluding you to cling to reality Watering your soul with fixed insanity What purpose is inside us? What lies to us and guides us? There's no nirvana when pain allows fortune The torture and distortion, rape and contortion...

Thanks for all the warm greetings everyone. Just for a heads up. I am not really a lonely individual. I have been one in the past but I am much different now. I bleed empathy. Feel free to talk to me. I know what it's liek to feel despair. None of you are alone and I'm always here to talk to...

Feel free to contact me.. i think it said in the rules you cant post your usernames or something but if you want PM for mine : )

Hey I have much experience in talking and Am looking to have the exact kind of conversation!!! I have AIM... anyone who wants to talk just ask me for my AIM : )

I'll start with my best friend situation. I've never been good at keeping a best friend until my current best friend. we've been best friends for about a year and a half and people associate us with each other fully. He was even living at my house for about 4 months. He'll be moving away in a...

be direct with her. Tell her exactly the concerns you brought up here. Tell her you want some consistency so you might be able to build up some trust. If it's something that doesn't seem fixable it should be dropped as soon as possible.

Reminds me of someone I let rot in the halls of my memory. You're transfixed. It's easy to let happen. When someone means that much to you and you know deep in your heart you mean very little in the grand scheme of there life you get caught up in the idea that the balance is unfair. I was once...