Recent content by Emmy

Appreciated, is, but gonna have respectfully disagree. It's not understanding i'm after, don't think i'm really after anything at all. Nothing on this godforsaken rock that makes me happy, smile from me is a rarity, is fresia all reason to be smiling for. Is almost an insult to people i've lost...

^ I guess most of thats true. Little while since made this thread, feel 50X as worse since made it. Was gonna make another but may as well just post here seeing as was recent usage. Today sucked. Bad. I just want to not be around anymore i just am so miserable today. I need stop being suicidal...

Strong, Dependable, Emotionless

I'm a loner because i spend my life indoors or trapped in thoughts. Try to do things; in all the schooling & employment, all the people in my town, still haven't a friend after 20 years of being here. Alot of it is because of the way society is structured *scapegoat probably* but even so...

Thanks again for fab reply :) Dunno, i guess we're just too different, you seem be interested in loads of things & lots of different things going for you. I guess is sorta easier to suggest College or working odd jobs to avoid working when am elderly, but am passionate about nothing & have no...

Thanks very much =) Was a very detailed & helpful post :) Couldn't work out how to quote & write after bits, can only quote in a big chunk so forgive me if this post looks disjointed ^^ I'm not qualified for anything specifically, i'm not sure, i did GCSE's & A Levels but i quit the A Level &...

I've made a thread similar to this but it got 1 reply i think. Situation hasn't changed so i gonna re-ask & see if anybody out their has any suggestions? I've had a very depressive day today because Job Centre told me i have to go onto an agency on the 13th & they'll put me into work whether i...

Still Alive - Lisa Miskovsky Also, anything from Colbie Caillat tends to uplift me. Is just the trouble with music, uplift is just in short burts. Very important to me is music, but i tend to be my own worst enemy in the department & depress myself in sad songs. Laura Jansen, Evanescene, Avril...

It'd be a worthwhile thing to do, if you feel you can help people & have the willingness to volunteer or do something for the betterment of someone else's life then go for it. Very good cause to aim for. Offering come see me is very sweet too, bit intense & fast paced but sweet all the same...

Your shitting me?! That's *pardon my language* absolutely ******* abysmal! Call back tomorrow.. i, wow, i dunno what to say, am speechless at that. Sick to my gut that they have the nerve to leave prerecorded messages.. as though being suicidal is inconvenient to their schedule! @ QuietGuy...

Some great coming out stories there :) Depending how ya look at it, i guess i got of lightly. Never had to come out to anyone about being gay, in sense am sorta lucky for that. Unlucky too because is nobody to come out too, i think it must be a sorta liberating feeling but haven't anyone to...

I 110% agree with everything you just said. "Don't kill yourself.. it'll get better" that attitude most websites and people have is so outrageously ignorant & almost oblivious to any problem the person is facing. What happens if it doesn't get better, end up fighting and striving to have a...

Was the word i was gonna use, i second agitated.

Horseshit. Unless horseshit is hyphenated.. horse-honeysuckle maybe? 2 words? Sod it, i stick with Bollocks. Pretty cheesed off, been made grumpy, not a fan of being made grumpy >=[

Noses & tootsy toes ^^ I like noses, button noses & just yeah vast majority of noses, they always look cute & comical ^^ Toes for same sorta reason only there's more of them :D Don't have much stranger but i do have a kink for some outfits, like, policewoman would be somewhat epic xD