Recent content by Ghostwriter

Maybe when I'm being an "attention whore" I just want attention. fresia me for trying. It's not like I'm being all emo teen either. Just calling and asking if they feel up to a catch up but nooo can't call everyone/anyone or it's being an attention whore. fresia so instead of that all I'm doing is...

Yes although I'm not sure what I was expecting being so inactive. But like you said OP, at least it's something. =)

Money for a plane ticket to visit my parents. Clothes and good food? Really sweet now that I'm in a bit of a financial struggle. Nothing else really, maybe a new hockey stick but I'll be fine without.

Not my first time watching it but it was nice.

So the general consensus seems to be that it'll pass in time. Love you guys lots for responding, thanks.

Blank.

Sounds pretty fancy ;P Hmm I'd start with waking up on hammock, bed, the floor - anything goes! After all, this is the shortest and least important part of my day. I'd then just go fishing by myself, have a simple lunch of fresh fish then just do whatever I feel like doing until dinner...

That makes sense. I don't know what I'm doing wrong, I feel like I'm being old me but I guess I'm not. Thanks.

Long story short, I tried to off myself but lived. Now my friends treat me like I'm an antique glass figurine. I've told them this bothers me already but they won't/can't change their behavior. Help? I've been distancing myself from everyone lately and that doesn't help my case. So how can I...

Wow, I haven't been here in some time now. I'm just thinking of myself when I was younger and all the dreams I used to have and then I laugh to myself for being pretty **** foolish. Finding it really hard to pick up the pieces of the past me, all my motivation to find a better life is gone...

I don't know. I feel a combination of guilt, anger, embarrassment and I always get set off when people start caring for me. It's a wonder my (few) friends even want to talk to me. I know I wouldn't. Am I just anti-social? I just hate when I get cared for, and I don't even know why. I feel like...

De[/b]finitely drink. Get intimate. Finish my book. Paint. And paint. And paint and paint and paint.

Of course. Thank you. Unfortunately no one else seems to appreciate them, so I tend not to sell these as much as my paintings. I might have a few intact ones elsewhere, but you'll all have to do with this. A much simpler design.

I get that feeling too. It's worse when you have no friends to talk to at all, so on top of being bored, you get lonely.

Well, it is called A Lonely Life for a reason, so I'm sure you'd find at least one friend on here. Welcome, have fun.