Recent content by Holden76

Trust me, I'm all about keeping my head down, and collecting the paycheck. I work in an office where everyone is either married , married with children ,or in a relationship living together. I don't have anything in common, because I do go home alone, I can't get a date to save my life. When...

Why, if I am a nice guy, why am I kpt away from love? Why are the people who are the nastiest to me for no reason whatsoever, are able to have boyfriends, girlfriends, etc? I don't want to turn into a ******* just to have love in my life.  As you guys know, I work with people who would talk...

What I have done out of loneliness- I have searched for sex with strangers I have went on spending sprees I have secretly and openly envied people who are able to be loved and cared for by others I have been spiteful to others I have people watched from my car, inventing stories about them...

I realized that I was lonely when more of my friends was getting engaged, married, having kids. I felt like no matter how much I succeed in my career, or how much money I can make, there will never be any guy that will want to date me. I am 40 years old ( not a twink, black, ,over the lustful...

This has taken some time for me to write.  My name is David, and I am a gay male, age 40. I have been depressed for as long as I can remember, from the time I was 17. I have been in and out of therapy, and on medication since I was 8 from a suicide attempt. I have attempted suicide at least 5...