Recent content by imlikeasilhouette

the past, the future

Anxious and exhausted

That's sounded brutally poetic. Are you sincerely even planning to annihilate certain people? It bothers me how brutal our minds can get and the amount of self control we have. Haha. I am listening to a good amount of silence, things are okay tonight.

Nothing ever motivates me at this point. I am doomed hahaha. My myy. :))

It's a bit difficult but I will try my hardest, can't feel/treat my self forever. Otherwise, I'd be miserable. Hahah, let me know if you choose that psychopathic path *I'd rather if you don't*. Hahaha you don't sound like serial killer though. Thank you for your encouraging words. :)

Thanks so much. Some or rather, most days I feel crap. But people like you help and remind me to to be *kinder* to my self, it's horrible to know that my strongest and worst enemy is my self. I agree with you. Thanks for reminding me to focus on the good thing than the bad. Though, of course...

Left my job 2 months ago. I didn't even last long, i never thought the reason would be because my panic attacks were becoming more frequent because of the people I had to deal with day by day. My bosses were horrible honeysuckle heads who find it rather amusing to humiliate people in front of the...

This is nice. I might consider writing poetry again or something.

I agree with this. Normally, I just try expressing and showing my interest in other people and see how they'd respond first.

Hi, Random nameforasite! Welcome. Feel free to message if you want to talk. Cheers

I understand, and oddly it's a bit comforting to know that I'm not the only one. My father provides for us and all but it really isn't enough. His negative traits outweighs the positives. It sucks, he treats us like crap and shouts at us all the time and reminding us that like we're worthless...

I wish I could do the same. :/

/ He's the worst. He really is.

Newly 18 <_<

I honestly don't know yet. 'Cause people just normally reply to threads and that's it. I've been here for a while and I still don't have 'friends' cause everyone's too busy being lonely, I made an effort to be friend those who are willing to talk but yeah guess it didnt work. Although it's safe...