Recent content by jenn

i certainly have written in this forum in the past about the same thing: this 'friend' of mine i was sort of seeing back in February/March. well i guess for him his feeling weren't serious (he told our friends that we were fresia buddies, while i told them that i really could see us being a...

i've been dealing with the same thing. all my friends have someone, which is great...for them, i really am happy for all of them. but it tends to leave me left out a great deal of the time. i'll be free for the night and try to hang out with one of them, only to find out that they were...

i couldn't go out alone. no one would just come up and talk to me. and i would just be as lonely only in a different location. i'm so sad tonight again. i have just been crying the past two days. i can't stop myself from looking at pictures i have of him and stuff. i may have mentioned in...

i know another post from me talking about how alone i am. during my shift during slow periods my mind drifted back to how things used to be with him. the way he would look at me before he kissed me, how he use to rub my thigh when we would sit on my bed and talk. but its starting to feel more...

thank you all for your kind words. but i feel guilty to say that even sober i still feel the same way about my self. despite the shitty comment i made to him, about him saying he slept with me when he actually hasn't, i still felt like if i was leaving the party alone, he would see that and...

i am drunk so drunk. un believely drunk. so much so that i dobt this'll make sense. i got out of work and when to a party. the guy i was once involed with was there. i went on the porch and he was with some other people and said something about traveling. and i replied no don't go with...

i know i really need a lot of work. i need to stop being depressed and really i am trying hard to overcome this. despite that i think i'll only overcome things to a point. i'll maybe have a life i like and surround myself with friends and i may even come to like myself, but i'll have to be...

i was having dinner with friends last night and they started talk about sex and their relationships. i was the only one among them that wasn't currently involved with someone, that has never been in a relationship. i have only fooled around with one guy. i never know what to do; it just...

it was last year, i was 19. i have no idea how old the guy was, actually i know nothing about him, only that his name started with a D. i was in a bar and this guy approach two of my friends who end up rejecting him. then he came up to me. he tried to flirt with me a bit i think, said...

so yesterday was his last day at work ever. Work was actually fine I was crying the whole night before because I knew it might be the last time I ever see him again. i know he doesn't like me but just the fact that i got to see his face was enough for me sometimes. But it was actually fine...

on saturday, i decided to go out and get super drunk with a few people i barely know i hopes of forgetting what happened. friday wasawful and let me tell you things we even worse than i had originally thought. i knew things were bad, but like i didn;t get that upset because i really felt like...

and it gets worse... umm so turns out i said some really terrible things to him that i don't remember at all. i think i blacked out that night. he called my roommate and so did two of my friends. everybody thinks i'm out of control and hell they may be right. i have said things to him that i...

so um i went that party last night. and um guess what it was a ******* disaster. and i really only have myself to blame for that. when i got there he wasn't there yet. and i was having a pretty good time despite not know anyone all that well. as soon as he got there though all i could...

I know that it might seem like that would be one way to get his attention, but i feel like he would be the exception to this concept. he actually is, despite what i've said, a really great guy. i think if he saw me talking to another guy, he would either assume it was just a friend or he would...

ok so i know i have bitched about this same problem like a million times but i just need to get something more off my chest. so this guy, who i work with (well use to he quit this week, and i might never see him again, but we do have a lot of friends in common so its probably not the case) who...