Recent content by leviathan

Two years last month. Broke up with a cheating ex and haven't really been able to pick up the pieces from that yet. Although I'm finding that I'm a much nicer person as a single guy than I was while I was in a relationship...

That if I end up doing what my parents want me to, I will have to kill myself within 10 years or die or boredom instead.

Umm...a librarian. No, I'm not joking. That just seems so...peaceful. I would love that.

It started off pretty good. And then it was downhill from there. Very irritable, tired and just generally anxious. I'm also feeling incredibly lonely and been replaying a lot of old honeysuckle in my head so all I want to do at this point is just sleep for the next two days. Unfortunately, I have an...

I try to read or watch tv. I've also started to get high A LOT. Its gotten to the point where it's kind of scary so I'm trying to cut back but that has completely ruined my concentration. Unfortunately, when I'm completely lucid, all I want to do is lie in bed and think about why my life is in...

I've never really had trouble making friends. It's keeping them that's the hard part. Most of it is my own fault. I have a tendency to question everything, and can come across as very abrasive. Its only recently that I've stopped doing that and have thus made what I think is the first genuine...

Heh. Good luck!! I say reading is always helpful to discover new things about yourself.

I've been in the same situation as you and I have to say...better to stop hanging out with these people now rather than getting to the point where you feel the need to force them out of your life. I know how lonely it can get to have no friends...but its better in the long run to have no...

I think within my family, they tend to care more about me than I do about them. It may sound crass, but I can't relate to my family anymore and all the pressure and the guilt-trips have gotten to the point where I don't want to have to deal with them. As far as my peers and the people I hang...

Hey people! My name's Zeb. I really appreciate this forum. Thanks for having a place for loners to be a little less lonely.