I have recently recovered from a serious but not life threatening illness. I completely understand what you mean by just wanting someone there to comfort you, i felt the same when i was ill.
I hope you feel better soon. if you want to message me to talk, feel free.
I spend my day hanging around the house.Lazing. I have small bursts of motivation and say to myself im going to get out of this situation that i hate so much. The main reason for my motivation only being in small bursts is because i lack ideas of how to get out of being a recluse and pushing...
My dreams usually consist of old friends, and old events that happened in my life when things were good and i had no worries at all.
Now them old friends and events have become a part of the worry. :club:
I think they thought i was a hypochondriac, and the general practice that i go to is always busy. So you cant get to see your own doctor most of the time, so when i was going i was always seeing different doctors which didnt help the process.
I had epstein-barr virus, its kind of like glandular fever which you are more likely to have heard of. The worst thing about it was it took months for the doctors to do anything about it. If they had done blood tests earlier i wouldnt of spent so much time and energy on worrying and may not of...
Oh ive had friends like that lol, luckily they're long gone and i can start over again. But having some friends even if you cant relate to them is better than not having any.
The past 2 years or so i have been suffering from Post-Viral Fatigue, in that time i have lost all my friends and for some reason seem to have lost the respect from the closest members of my family.The main reason being because they couldnt understand what i was going through, not that they...