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Me, too. I was convinced that if I could only write one good novel, I would be happy, famous, and never have to worry about money again. I still think it every now and then, but reality pulls me back. That's good advice. I'll try that.

Same here. I remember being able to write (poems, songs, stories, scenes) and I would just be in a whole other place. It made me stop thinking about my problems, if not actually making me feel better. I've been having a wicked case of writer's block. Has lasted almost a year, which concerns me.

I wish I had a friend to go out with right now instead of being in the house (not that I can leave, anyway). I am so bored.

I haven't been able to trust female 'friends' since 5th grade when my friends and I were having a fight and they did that three-way calling thing to get me to say something mean, I guess. After that, none of my so-called friends talked to me for months. We all finally became civil with each...

Yes, it does. I used to just write it all down, but that doesn't seem to help like it used to.

23 and still carrying that old v-card. Not that I mind, really. I figure when I find a guy that is right for me and likes me (if this miracle ever happens), I'll be rid of it, but for now I 'don't talk to or meet guys my age' (such a lie, but it's said to me constantly, so I must be doing it...

That's how I feel all the time. I usually show no real sad emotions because they are looked down upon in my family as being weak or 'crazy'. If I do, it's seriously because I can't hold it in any longer. And when I do, all my family members think I'm having 'an episode' and acting 'crazy'...

My niece and nephews. That's it. Though I always tell myself they are young and will get over it eventually.

Haven't had one and, the way things are going, probably never will. Just noticed this was really old. Sorry.

Love Hurts - Incubus Alone Again (Naturally) - Gilbert O'Sullivan Don't Speak - No Doubt I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance Family Portrait - Pink

Spock, played by Zachary Quinto. J.D. from Heathers, played by Christian Slater. Norman Bates from Pyscho, played by Anthony Perkins. Edward Scissorhands, played by Johnny Depp. Don't make fun of me: Severus Snape, played by Alan Rickman. Lucius Malfoy or Colonel William Tavington or anyone...

Hello Connell Thanks for the welcome. I hope I find the forums helpful, too.

My personality.

I would if I had the money, but I don't.

Happy.