Recent content by Pedestrian

I'm currently living in a grey zone of life and i can say with certainty that nobody here will understand it, that's not the point anyway... point is this "grey zone" has had me pent up at home for years now and only a select few people will get it, even smaller percent of those people will be...

This thread makes me feel a little better about my hasty thoughts and feelings when it comes to women, although i believe my desperation has reached a lower low, since i rush a thought out future with women who say "hello" over the internet regardless of age and location -_- i always put on my...

I think it's similar to suicide in a sense but sometimes i wish i was never born, the human survival instinct inside won't let me think of suicidal actions too much. I wonder if people here regret being born, while i acknowledge that life does have its ups and downs, i feel that the ups are...

Interesting...

It isn't so bad, i presume that most of us already spent Xmas alone, so whats makes tonight any different? I would wish you all happy new year but it's not happy, it's the same as last year except colder.

Wasn't suppose to be an innuendo you muppet :P

There is no question you get pumped up by the recognition. Then a self-loathing sets in when you realise you're enjoying it.

In life, you must decide between boredom and suffering, i'll choose suffering every time because being bored would be the last straw. So for those who are suffering, remember that at least you aren't bored... is a bad prospect really.

A casual stroll through the lunatic asylum shows that faith does not prove anything. Friedrich Nietzsche

There is... you just have to be the author of the book, as we all write our own interpretation of that particular book.

This piece of art has made me feel so.... peaceful.

Living with a huge secret on my mind has lead to great unhappiness, yet there is nothing i can do to help myself... makes me feel very alone.

My fingers always has to be fiddling with something.

I killed my Facebook page years ago because time clicking around is just dead time. Your brain isn't resting and it isn't doing. I think people have to get their heads around this thing. All this unmitigated input is hurting folks.