Recent content by tangy_original

Today is a bit of a Coldplay day. Lots of quarter life/existential crisis-ey thoughts. I'm not satisfied with being lackluster, but i have next to no money, and I'm too gripped with fear to apply for scholarships. I'm scared the school I want to transfer into won't like me, and then I won't get...

I have to tap the corners of the walls in my apartment complex's stairwell 6 times when going up and down the stairs. All the corners. I plan, and replan what I'm going to do if the building catches fire or someone in the building will die. I have to shower for an hour to two hours, and wash my...

I only ever go out walking at night, because there are less people around. Unfortunately people love honking their car horns when it is late for some reason which makes me feel really self-conscious. I guess it is more the behavior of other people that can make people nervous I guess.

No, that wasn't the only reason. But that does seem to be a strange thing that I have. I constantly fear that someone isn't going to like me, and I dislike the notion that if someone's parents don't like me, then I won't be able to hang out anymore (Which is ridiculous because I'm 18 and so are...

Magic The Gathering, and exercise

I totally get that. Its extremely uncomfortable because I have selective mutism to begin with. People joke around and say "Oh shut up" when I'm not even saying anything because they think its just ~hilarious~ and that I surely haven't heard that one before. Its just annoying, really. It causes...

Sometimes I'm totally fine going out, but there are other times where I leave the house and feel incredibly uncomfortable the entire time. I was looking forward to a Magic The Gathering night and when I got to my friend's house that day, I just felt really anxious and uncomfortable the whole...

I've got glossophobia