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Mine? I can't do anything right. I'm a loser. A failure. I can sit here and blame it on individual events, and causes but in the end it boils down to the same root cause. Me. It's that simple.

Another reason to cut him loose.

OMG, with my luck with computers I really wish I knew you when I lived out there. I know enough to put one together but am horrible at the finer points.

I'm afraid I'm not in the area anymore. I used to live in the state just north of you. ;)

Last time I did that was when I was using Kazaa. I got a trojan and they got my bank account log in info and then used my computer as a gateway to download a bunch of kiddie porn. Never again will I leave it to download unattended. I want to watch the file sizes and scan them immediately.

OMG I forgot about that. Back when AOL was the only ISP anyine had heard of. And MSN and Yahoo didn't even exist.

I think maybe He really does interfere in lives. Or at least directs other "entities" to. That's why all the things I work for fall apart. And I'm not talking about things I haven't put any effort into. All the things I've worked for and fought for and sacrificed for. It's why I'm still alive...

Well, it doesn't help that I'm a loser on top of it. So in my case I know they're right, it is my fault.

I hear ya there. I learned the same thing recently. There was no actual cheating, just intent. But everyone I thought of as a friend kept it from me. (and they all knew.) I did have a friend back in DFW that would actually do that on a regular basis for her friends. She'd "test" new boyfriends...

What does smoking have to do with being new?

What about when the man gives up his entire life to be with her no questions asked? And I'm not talking about just stopping doing some activities that he did, but uprooted himself completely and moved 2000 miles away from everything he knew and had. I know I'm not the one this was directed at...

I had to look it up. That's what it is (P2P). According to the write up I found it was "THE online network to find and exchange music" 3 or 4 years ago (and all this time I was giving that credit to Kazaa and Napster. lol)

Oh man, I'm lucky if I can sleep in until 8 a.m. I need a nap.

------ I was just washing some dishes and I found the thermos that we had filled with sea water from when she came out east to meet me. We had kept it sealed and in the refrigerator but now it's empty. :( Then I found the picture of us at the Boston Aquarium from the same trip - crumpled up and...

12? Like Noon? Or Midnight? And 20 minutes for a whole album? That doesn't seem so bad. I remember when it too that long for one song. ;)

I just want someone to want me around for me. Not because they can't afford the cable bill this month. Or because they need someone to take the kids to school in the morning.

I'm feeling like someone who just helps out around the house. Helps with the bills. Like a room mate. I was talking with the guy who recently started at work and he said that since he moved here and his wife stayed in Chicago he feels like they're better apart than they ever were together. I...

Exactly. If you have to ask them to do something then it's not really the same. The way things are for me right now I feel like I'm not really wanted here, but just helping out around the house. It's really not the feeling of being needed I am looking for. I feel more like a room mate than...

Coke works good too.

This is the first thing I posted that made my ex laugh. lol Click me