Ha, don't worry most people who've got that many friends just keep them to flaunt them. If you like, you can PM me and ill give my info. We can be friends :)
I wouldn't know. I've only been a Christian for about 2 years. Plus I'm sixteen, and go to public school. What's your interest in all this stuff? Curiosity? What about you? What are your views on Religion?
That's rough. Giving/Accepting love in that sort of state is a really really, hard thing to do. And when that sort of foundation is built up and then warped like that, it leaves deep scars. I'm sorry.