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I have been looking for it for 46 years, I have always felt something missing inside me, like a piece of my soul was never there and I keep searching for it but it is always nowhere to be found..........I go to sleep at night praying i wont wakeup the next morning...............where to I find...

I am 46 years old never been successful in anything, single no kids, no college. I got injured while working for the railroad as a signalman. The railroad wont let me return to that job because of my injurys but they did give me a job up in salt lake city as a security guard for $40,000 a year...

No I didnt see a clown at the door.............do they usually have clowns that wait at the door???? **** Something more i have to be afraid of............

I am 46 and have been drinking most of my life..............I have lost everything, moved to Texas from California for a new job and lost that too..............now I am struck here in Texas knowing nobody............all I have been doing the last years is drink everyday.......I know I am a...

Maybe I will switch to Satanism,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,buy a gun and kill as many people that i can find,,,,,,,,that would please Satan...................thank you for opening up my eyes..........

If I was a chick I would hang out at the bars in Hollywood just waiting for the old rich dudes to hook up with...............................girls are so lucky that they can marry into money...but why not? Life is short why not enjoy it with money. To bad I am an ugly dude who will never be rich...

Elmo loves you............

Nothing in life is permanent............life is so short ......the only permanent thing is our souls..........define how we treat people and our acts in our lifes in this short time we have here........

Luna sorry, but your language............maybe it is me but what ever happen to Social Grace...............cant we as a society express our feelings without using foul language to get our point across?? Maybe I am just to old fashion............

Thanks brass monkey I will try that........because I know deep in my heart if i dont get sober I am going to die....my mom was a drunk and I told myself I would never turn out like her...........but I did and I am so ashame of myself.............I am so tired of being lonely and drunk all the...

I dont agree......I have been lonely , ignored, put down, and depressed most of my life, but I could and would never take anothers life..............what he did was evil.........he had a demon just waiting to get out...........dont blame it loneliness and rejection. Many of us go thru live...

I am so lonely.......I am 46 years old and still afraid of meeting people..........I just stay in my apartment and drink......I tried going to a AA meeting twice last week and both times only made it to the parking lot. Is this who I am? Should I just accept that God had this in his plan for...

I feel for you....I am very lonely also........It is painful...i sit here look out the window for a bit.......then check my email....hoping i have a message from anybody.............but I dont and the pain of loneliness gets deeper..........just waiting for bed time for I can sleep and leave...

You should be happy.at least you have kids (family) I am 46 no family, no marriage, no kids................not even a pet..............

What do you do to keep yourself busy?? I hate being alone.have all my life..........for some reason I have always felt I just didnt belong..............

Wow you sound so much like me..........a year ago I moved to texas from California to start over..................now I am stuck out here knowing nobody....Loss my job like so many other people........I think it is so cool how you can put your feelings into words like that..........I wish I...

I loved it over there...........I even married a British girl from Ipswich...but it didnt work out..........all she wanted was a guy with a American accent to show off to her friends.........she never cared how I felt and never held me when I was sad.............she had a cold...

You did the right thing.............if he really loved you he would care that your heart is hurting and comfort you.........it was never meant to be and I bet in a few years you will find that person that really cares about and your souls will touch...............what part of England are you...

I hate being alone.............I am just shy so hard for me to meet people..................anybody else alone this weekend?? Being lonely has to be the most painful thing in life...............

Venetia hi ..dont feel sad..............I bet you are still young.........there is somebody out there for you..luv did not forget you..........