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Yes, Indestructible, I feel that way too.
I don't know a way out of this other than the accidental way. Most probably, you will at some point in life meet a person who will make you feel comfortable. That person will slowly teach you to trust people again. I can only hope that this person finds you as soon as possible.
I tried it as a teenager but in time I changed as a person. I guess people want to find out what you are all about. Take opening up just one step at the time or try really to think about it. It would be something I would do.

It's nice knowing people with the same feelings as i have are gathered here.

Indestructible. Tendla. Carlito. We're on the same boat.

No one knows me. Even my parents. No one knows when i'm truly happy, No one knows when i have problems.

I stand alone.

There are also times that i wanted to talk to someone about what i really feel, but i don't have anyone to talk to. Right, there are these people around you who you're with for fun times, but that's it. I've been helping them with their issues, but i'm not sharing any piece of myself. Those times, I trained to be tough, and not depend on anyone for help or guidance.

Cause i don't need them. I can just keep it all to myself.

It's just that this morning, I messed up. Completely messed up.
I can't hold on anymore. Something happened that made me broke down.

So i looked for a site like this online where i can say what i wanted to say without anyone knowing my identity, and where there are people who could understand what you're going through.

Feels good, than just keeping everything.
(09-01-2010, 01:06 PM)indestructible Wrote: to make along story short, i don't like to show any feelings or emotion to anyone, i don't tell them my problems.
that way they cant see my weaknesses.
I've treated like dirt before, i got sick of it so i became me
i have what you can call friends, i hang out with them they tell me their secrets problems and else but i don't tell them anything i give them always a wise advice even though im a cold person but once in a while i would like to chat with someone and that he or she would actually listen of course i will also hear you so is there anyone feeling like me?
(btw i dont have any mental disease or issue just a regular guy)

I'm like exactly the same way. I get to listen to everybody's problems and help them. But nobody listens to mine. And I've learned how to be untrusting and cold because it's the only way to cope with all the bullshit in my family. The only way I feel comfortable voicing my problems is anonymously on the internet. How sad is that?
(09-02-2010, 11:37 AM)Pair-O-Dox Wrote: I also was raised to think that as a man, you're not allowed to display your emotions. That it's not manly to show that you're hurt or to share your feelings.

It's such a shame that society says this about guys. Girls are allowed to get all emotional with their female friends, but guys must always be tough, macho, stiff upper lip, otherwise they're labelled as a wimp, wuss, loser, etc.

(09-06-2010, 06:41 AM)FreedomFromLiberty Wrote: The only way I feel comfortable voicing my problems is anonymously on the internet. How sad is that?

Not sad at all. It's so much easier this way, especially on a caring forum like this. Here, you know that people will actually listen, understand your problems, and want to help you.
"Good things come to those who... wait"
"I know what I have to do now. I gotta keep breathing. Because tomorrow the sun will rise. Who knows what the tide could bring?"
"I get knocked down, but I get up again - you're never going to keep me down"
"We will not go quietly into the night! We will not vanish without a fight! We're going to live on! We're going to survive!"
"When your life's just a breeze in eternity, why not take this one chance to come fly with me?"

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