anneisanne
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I'm new to this site. I guess I'd been here before- my username was surprisingly created before- but I have no memory of this.
I live alone, with my cat. I am a cliche, right? I haven't worked in two years except internships thinking that I was all going to change my career but I might as well just give up. I'm not going to make it. It's just more free stuff over free stuff and nobody wants to pay me to do anything. I used to be a teacher, but I failed. I'll fail at my next job. I'm certain when my parents die, that I will end up on the streets. I have a good education but it really, really does not make a rats ass of difference.
I can go days without talking to anyone. This week, I didn't leave the house for three days. I'm tired of it.
I was in an accident years ago. My life since then is just been a ridiculous joke of what I expected out of my life. It's as if I've been a living dead person since the day it happened. Everything that meant anything is gone. And my family is disappearing. Reality is I am dead and alone and I continue to live, empty, sad and without change. It will never change. Nothing will. I just go through the motions, waiting for it to end.
I live alone, with my cat. I am a cliche, right? I haven't worked in two years except internships thinking that I was all going to change my career but I might as well just give up. I'm not going to make it. It's just more free stuff over free stuff and nobody wants to pay me to do anything. I used to be a teacher, but I failed. I'll fail at my next job. I'm certain when my parents die, that I will end up on the streets. I have a good education but it really, really does not make a rats ass of difference.
I can go days without talking to anyone. This week, I didn't leave the house for three days. I'm tired of it.
I was in an accident years ago. My life since then is just been a ridiculous joke of what I expected out of my life. It's as if I've been a living dead person since the day it happened. Everything that meant anything is gone. And my family is disappearing. Reality is I am dead and alone and I continue to live, empty, sad and without change. It will never change. Nothing will. I just go through the motions, waiting for it to end.