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tomuchnothing
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this post most likely is not going to make that much sense but I just hope that someone out there can relate to it or maybe even be able to help with it.
Just very recently I have began to feel as if I am going numb inside. Like I used to cry quite a bit or feel sad then I would also be able to feel very happy. I have always been able to feel my emotions very clearly and that would show. It was a part of who I am.
Now back to the numb part. As I said, recenly I have been staring to feel like I am going numb. By this I mean that I'm beginning to not be able to feel my emotions as much anymore. Like I still know when I'm happy or sad but its like it dosnt effect me, that's probly not the best explanation.
For example a sad part in a movie use to be able to make me cry vey easily, where as now I would be able to feel the sadness inside but it would be distant.
Yes distant is the world I'm looking for I think. My feeligs are in a way becoming distant from me.
I dont want to become numb though, I would much rather want to be able to feel miserable bcause at least I would be feeling something. By feeling miserable I would know that there was still the possibility of feeling happy.
I just want to be able to cry again.
Someone out there might be able to explain it better hen me because I know I've done a bad job but hopefully someone knows what I'm talking about.
Just very recently I have began to feel as if I am going numb inside. Like I used to cry quite a bit or feel sad then I would also be able to feel very happy. I have always been able to feel my emotions very clearly and that would show. It was a part of who I am.
Now back to the numb part. As I said, recenly I have been staring to feel like I am going numb. By this I mean that I'm beginning to not be able to feel my emotions as much anymore. Like I still know when I'm happy or sad but its like it dosnt effect me, that's probly not the best explanation.
For example a sad part in a movie use to be able to make me cry vey easily, where as now I would be able to feel the sadness inside but it would be distant.
Yes distant is the world I'm looking for I think. My feeligs are in a way becoming distant from me.
I dont want to become numb though, I would much rather want to be able to feel miserable bcause at least I would be feeling something. By feeling miserable I would know that there was still the possibility of feeling happy.
I just want to be able to cry again.
Someone out there might be able to explain it better hen me because I know I've done a bad job but hopefully someone knows what I'm talking about.