StonedHitman
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So, about two month ago i got my first job at 20yo. I was happy that I actually got a job. The job was in a warehouse, and I do have a forklift certification but they wanted me loading trucks by hand. So, i was like fresia it, as long as i'm getting paid it's no big deal. My first week working there was brutal, loading trucks for 8 hours is a hell of a workout. But i didn't mind, i prefer doing something physical. The thing is tho, my supervisors kept getting on my case that im going too slow. Other workers were going like 4 times my pace. That just really made me feel like honeysuckle. So after 1 month of working there i asked to instead do another position, they said ok and that they'll call me when something comes up. That was like two weeks ago and when I try to call them they don't pick up so i leave a message and still nothing. I think it's safe to say they don't want me anymore.
Now, Im just sitting at my parents house playing video games and watching netflix all day. While I am looking at other temp agencies to get into, I doubt I'll get any calls anytime soon. Never thought my life was gonna turn out like this when i was in school. The loser who works for 3 weeks and gives up. Its sad really, everything i do i quit. Like the massage college and community college I tried. Makes me wonder why i even bother with it all. My life, my existence is just one big joke. All this on top of being a virgin, haven't had a single friend in 3 years. Never had a girlfriend, never been in love. Killing myself right now would end this pile of honeysuckle called my life. But i don't have the balls to do it. Sorry for the depressing post. I don't know what to do with my shitty life. I just want it all to end so badly.
Now, Im just sitting at my parents house playing video games and watching netflix all day. While I am looking at other temp agencies to get into, I doubt I'll get any calls anytime soon. Never thought my life was gonna turn out like this when i was in school. The loser who works for 3 weeks and gives up. Its sad really, everything i do i quit. Like the massage college and community college I tried. Makes me wonder why i even bother with it all. My life, my existence is just one big joke. All this on top of being a virgin, haven't had a single friend in 3 years. Never had a girlfriend, never been in love. Killing myself right now would end this pile of honeysuckle called my life. But i don't have the balls to do it. Sorry for the depressing post. I don't know what to do with my shitty life. I just want it all to end so badly.