SomeoneSomewhere
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One of the things that I have been feeling for a long time now is an extreme bitterness and repulsiveness towards people. When I'm at home, I have a "I don't give a **** if they all die in an apocalypse this very second" attitude towards everyone (including members of my family and every acquaintance-friend) and when I'm out (doesn't happen often), I feel a certain hatred towards people, so much so that I don't even look at them.
I mean, to make you realize how I feel, I can watch a person die right in front of me without even flinching or offering to help. This is beyond my control, believe me.
So last night, I started looking up stuff on how to get rid of it and I came across this article. When I read through the symptoms part, I relate with every one of the points mentioned. I mean, it's almost crazy and it feels like the writer can read my mind or has been stalking me and studying how I feel.
Sadly, the writer fails to provide a solution to the problem. Does anyone here have any?
I mean, to make you realize how I feel, I can watch a person die right in front of me without even flinching or offering to help. This is beyond my control, believe me.
So last night, I started looking up stuff on how to get rid of it and I came across this article. When I read through the symptoms part, I relate with every one of the points mentioned. I mean, it's almost crazy and it feels like the writer can read my mind or has been stalking me and studying how I feel.
Sadly, the writer fails to provide a solution to the problem. Does anyone here have any?