hawk9007
Well-known member
seriously, i cant believe this honeysuckle is happening to me all over again. for the people who have actualy read my posts and even if you know slightly of whats happened to me. basicaly hes starting his honeysuckle again and i think its working. i trust her more than anyone in the world. but why? WHY? after all the crap that hes done how can she even still be talking to him, why after everything thats been done the betrayals the tears the blood and all the fighting, why cant he just leave. everything was going perfect and for once im my god **** life i was smiling , now its the first time ive cried, and the first time ive actualy thought about suicide in about 3 months. i dont understanf i was happy, everything was finaly getting straitend out.god i dont know what to do, im scared that im going to have to go threw another year like the one before, im still not over the one before, i cant take much more of this. someone, just talk to me, say something, tell me everything is going to be ok, tell me that everything will work out in the end tell me why this honeysuckle is happening to me again.