thisislife
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I am so depressed and bored with life
I'm 19/ a girl
I have no drive for anything ever anymore
I've lost all my friends tragically, so I have no one to talk to. No one.
I don't get along with my mom
I go to this lame university where i'm so unmotivated.
I've lost my one and only dream of becoming an architect.
I feel so alone. I don't really like myself. And what i'm becoming.
I'm not that person I used to be....I used to have a life, and great friends and a social life. I used to be happy and have crazy desires and wanted to live life to the fullest. At one point I had it all...everything i ever wanted. Now I have nothing and no one. I'm jealous of people around me....what they have.
I started university, lost all my high school friends, and i hate how everyone around me has that best friend from high school that they go visit on the weekends and holidays and talk about...and i don't have that. I'm afraid what people will think when they find out i don't have any friends. It's no the same. Nothing is the same anymore. I wish i was 17 again[/align]
What should I do?
I'm 19/ a girl
I have no drive for anything ever anymore
I've lost all my friends tragically, so I have no one to talk to. No one.
I don't get along with my mom
I go to this lame university where i'm so unmotivated.
I've lost my one and only dream of becoming an architect.
I feel so alone. I don't really like myself. And what i'm becoming.
I'm not that person I used to be....I used to have a life, and great friends and a social life. I used to be happy and have crazy desires and wanted to live life to the fullest. At one point I had it all...everything i ever wanted. Now I have nothing and no one. I'm jealous of people around me....what they have.
I started university, lost all my high school friends, and i hate how everyone around me has that best friend from high school that they go visit on the weekends and holidays and talk about...and i don't have that. I'm afraid what people will think when they find out i don't have any friends. It's no the same. Nothing is the same anymore. I wish i was 17 again[/align]
What should I do?