I sit here, refreshing the site every 5 minutes, waiting, I don´t know exactly for what. Feeling disappointed in general. My family sucks, more even now, they seem to surprise me in new bad ways every time.
I think my nephew was the only one that was sincerely happy to see me again.
This place, is not home anymore, it seems unfamiliar, cold, no one really cares at all.
And my love is now so far away, he must be going through hell, as am I...I feel so foolish, so guilty.
I messed everything up. How could I believe it was going to be different?
I think my nephew was the only one that was sincerely happy to see me again.
This place, is not home anymore, it seems unfamiliar, cold, no one really cares at all.
And my love is now so far away, he must be going through hell, as am I...I feel so foolish, so guilty.
I messed everything up. How could I believe it was going to be different?