soul_in_isolation
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I've spent 95% of my life looking for an exit point.
Even when I feel I'm getting closer to escaping, I just run into another wall.
I don't know, it might just be that companionship isn't part of everyone's destiny. I've considered simply accepting this for myself, except that it's so difficult to find peace of mind with this notion. I just become more upset, angry, and resentful if anything.
You'd be surprised to know this last month has actually been one of the better periods of my life. I have landed my own apartment, finally after years living in a miserable place. I feel pleased with this accomplishment, and I finally feel independent. Yet that old loneliness continues to show no signs of letting up. I can't help but wonder now that I'll be living in a studio by myself for the first time, if it will hit me even harder.
Thanx for reading.
Even when I feel I'm getting closer to escaping, I just run into another wall.
I don't know, it might just be that companionship isn't part of everyone's destiny. I've considered simply accepting this for myself, except that it's so difficult to find peace of mind with this notion. I just become more upset, angry, and resentful if anything.
You'd be surprised to know this last month has actually been one of the better periods of my life. I have landed my own apartment, finally after years living in a miserable place. I feel pleased with this accomplishment, and I finally feel independent. Yet that old loneliness continues to show no signs of letting up. I can't help but wonder now that I'll be living in a studio by myself for the first time, if it will hit me even harder.
Thanx for reading.