The Dougler
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Should I just conform and be how society wants me to be? Should I just start listening to whatever the "top 40" says I should? Should I start getting into whatever the the media tells me too? Should I stop thinking for myself and become "normal?"
Like what the hell is wrong with society? You conform or basically get rejected, and I am so sick of being judged and seen as weird or different because I listen to music that isn't played on mainstream radio or TV, I don't go out and spend my money on brand name clothes and shoes that everyone wears, or because I don't care about what so and so are doing because I know they are attention seekers like all the "cool" people.
Almost everytime I'll be one of the least cool guys at the party. I'll be one of the least interesting and have nothing fun to say. I don't act like the other guys, so girls think something is wrong with me. Complete bullshit. ******* not scared to have my own identity, and yet it gets me no where. Girls always say they want a guy who is "different" ( in a good way I presume) well Im here, day in day out alone, no one to relate with. Gotta put on that act for everyone everyday that Im calm and cool all the while I just want to loose it and crush some little douchebags face with my fists.
Do I make any sense here or am I just building it up to much in my head? I feel like there is no way Im wrong and that people just don't figure these things out until they are older.
Like what the hell is wrong with society? You conform or basically get rejected, and I am so sick of being judged and seen as weird or different because I listen to music that isn't played on mainstream radio or TV, I don't go out and spend my money on brand name clothes and shoes that everyone wears, or because I don't care about what so and so are doing because I know they are attention seekers like all the "cool" people.
Almost everytime I'll be one of the least cool guys at the party. I'll be one of the least interesting and have nothing fun to say. I don't act like the other guys, so girls think something is wrong with me. Complete bullshit. ******* not scared to have my own identity, and yet it gets me no where. Girls always say they want a guy who is "different" ( in a good way I presume) well Im here, day in day out alone, no one to relate with. Gotta put on that act for everyone everyday that Im calm and cool all the while I just want to loose it and crush some little douchebags face with my fists.
Do I make any sense here or am I just building it up to much in my head? I feel like there is no way Im wrong and that people just don't figure these things out until they are older.