ordinaryDude
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In this forum all my posts have been very negative, sorry if that annoys you.
Apart from my faith in GOD and the though of hurting my parents there's nothing that can stop me from ending my life.
I'm saying this at a very cool mood. I'm 27 now, and I'm starting to realize my life is taking a massive change very soon. As I'm from a country where the families are very close, responsibility is heaping up day by day.
With all these responsibilities come loads of work, and because I don't like working I'm already pretty tired of life, so I don't really want to marry ever or have a girlfriend because that's another massive responsibility. Apart from these responsibilities, I realized that as we get older our body gets worse, it starts breaking up, I won't remain the cute looking chap(albeit a midget) as I'm still now. Moreover, as you get older, your dependency on money increases, life starts revolving around money, money becomes everything.
All in all, life is becoming tough and ugly, and I don't really find it worthy to live in. I have fulfilled most of my wishes, going to a top university, visiting many different countries, I don't have much to look forward to apart from some rubbish responsibilities.
So, I'm thinking of getting rid of life. My question to you is that, am I being selfish to escape life to avoid the ugly parts and responsibilities of it?
Apart from my faith in GOD and the though of hurting my parents there's nothing that can stop me from ending my life.
I'm saying this at a very cool mood. I'm 27 now, and I'm starting to realize my life is taking a massive change very soon. As I'm from a country where the families are very close, responsibility is heaping up day by day.
With all these responsibilities come loads of work, and because I don't like working I'm already pretty tired of life, so I don't really want to marry ever or have a girlfriend because that's another massive responsibility. Apart from these responsibilities, I realized that as we get older our body gets worse, it starts breaking up, I won't remain the cute looking chap(albeit a midget) as I'm still now. Moreover, as you get older, your dependency on money increases, life starts revolving around money, money becomes everything.
All in all, life is becoming tough and ugly, and I don't really find it worthy to live in. I have fulfilled most of my wishes, going to a top university, visiting many different countries, I don't have much to look forward to apart from some rubbish responsibilities.
So, I'm thinking of getting rid of life. My question to you is that, am I being selfish to escape life to avoid the ugly parts and responsibilities of it?