hmmm...maybe your right... can't afford a professional... i have absolutely no money, i think that is my problem, I can't find anybody to work for, when I apply I get turned away, with no explanations except standard bullshit lies such as "your not qualified" ... which is a lie, cuz I am over qualified for most jobs I am applying to.... holy fresia, I can't take much more of this. Every ******* thing in this world involves needing money... my life is going down because of money.... money money money money money money money money... I HATE ******* money. I cant' even honeysuckle without money anymore. Like, seriously, one of my student loan peoples, to get them off my back for another 6 months, told me to register with the state of wisconia unemployment...so, I go to the website, and on the government website, is a link to a free credit-check... for some stupid reason I go there. I get my free credit check... I wake up today, and go to my bank statement and see that they charged me for the free credit check!!! I am sooooooooooo ******* broke, you don't get it... I had to sell the very last of my personal posessions, some books that I really liked, to get $70 into my checking account. So, I got my measly $70, which feels like a lot to me these days, and I have treated it like a baby, not spending it at all... so the credit check motherfuckers charged me $35 !!!!!! it was supposed to be free. I am so ******* pissed at this world, I am so angry that people are out there to rip us off, that unethical motherfuckers have sole jobs to figure out ways to take money from poor sons of bitches that can barely afford to buy a god **** apple...oh, and by the way, fresia you Amanda.
