Depressedology
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This guy in front of me wears the same shirt everyday.
This girl next to me keeps talking.
I wish I tell her to shut up. Just shut up.
I wish I get to care about someone in life. It seems to be the greatest feeling.
It sucks that my source of sadness is my future. I’m fine now, but I don’t know my future.
I think it’s going to be hard. I’m sick of shouting for help.
It’s not comfortable not knowing what’s there, neither it is if I knew that it’s not safe.
I live looking down, taking different paths every second, and regretting what happened few moments ago.
Then I worry about the dark spot at the end of the tunnel.
Walking a slow, fearful, dark road, sometimes I feel irresponsible for mindlessly going forward.
I’ve been optimistic thinking it could lighten up somehow along the way, but nothing so far.
We share concerns with friends, but I write this here because I have none.
Nothing so far and I have no where to go.
-- End.
I wrote this because I withdrew from college without a degree, no job, and I'm someone without family or friends.
I swear I feel I'd commit suicide if this kept going
This guy in front of me wears the same shirt everyday.
This girl next to me keeps talking.
I wish I tell her to shut up. Just shut up.
I wish I get to care about someone in life. It seems to be the greatest feeling.
It sucks that my source of sadness is my future. I’m fine now, but I don’t know my future.
I think it’s going to be hard. I’m sick of shouting for help.
It’s not comfortable not knowing what’s there, neither it is if I knew that it’s not safe.
I live looking down, taking different paths every second, and regretting what happened few moments ago.
Then I worry about the dark spot at the end of the tunnel.
Walking a slow, fearful, dark road, sometimes I feel irresponsible for mindlessly going forward.
I’ve been optimistic thinking it could lighten up somehow along the way, but nothing so far.
We share concerns with friends, but I write this here because I have none.
Nothing so far and I have no where to go.
-- End.
I wrote this because I withdrew from college without a degree, no job, and I'm someone without family or friends.
I swear I feel I'd commit suicide if this kept going