lbstanley70
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So she emails me today, asks how I am doing. I don't immediately respond because whenever I communicate with her I want the words to be perfect, to completely convey what I want her to know. So apparently, my writer's block causes her to follow up and check on me and now I am disheveled and off my guard because I can't take two unsolicited reach outs . And I say I don't want to bother her and she says, "A hey would be nice" and I am knocked off kilter again. I still haven't asked why she ignored me for a month because I like hearing from her (the siren) but I also know every time I start to make progress she reaches out to me and I feel myself falling back again (Charybdis). So yes I am a fool and I know it but I just can't tear myself away. I feel so much like Forrest Gump. I may be dumb but I know what love is and that is what I feel when I am with her. I just wish she felt the same for me.