i dont know if this is the right place to talk about this but, i took a girl out for the first time in a long time, so we came back and ended up making out and cuddling. We undressed and were about to have sex and my erection just completely went away and i just couldent keep it going and i ended up not having sex because i just coulden't get hard. I AM attracted to women, NOT men. I dont know why this is happening, the only thing i could think of is that im just gay and don't realize it at all. This is incredibly embarrassing and no one would understand. I dont want to be gay, i love women, i think theyre beautiful, why is this happening to me? im only 20, not 50