Bae
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I remember when I was 8 years old doing a science project in front of my class, my face got so red that I will never forget it and I'm 36 years old now. So now, whenever I go to group meetings, I find myself getting red again. I'm good on one-on-one conversations but a group of people? Forget it.
Since I live with my mother, she knows how deeply alone I am. I've been alone ever since I was a child. My mom told me how quiet I was, always playing by myself. Until 7 years ago, I would have sorrowful dreams that I would wake up crying and the pain of sorrow would literally hurt my gut. I always wondered what that meant. Am I the only one? I begininng to think this is some sort of curse. Better yet, having no friends would be the ultimate curse, or is it?
We all have lost so much already but we still have more loss yet to come. Those to you that have family, your lucky. The only person I have in my life is my mom and once she's gone, I really don't know what to do.-James
Since I live with my mother, she knows how deeply alone I am. I've been alone ever since I was a child. My mom told me how quiet I was, always playing by myself. Until 7 years ago, I would have sorrowful dreams that I would wake up crying and the pain of sorrow would literally hurt my gut. I always wondered what that meant. Am I the only one? I begininng to think this is some sort of curse. Better yet, having no friends would be the ultimate curse, or is it?
We all have lost so much already but we still have more loss yet to come. Those to you that have family, your lucky. The only person I have in my life is my mom and once she's gone, I really don't know what to do.-James