I guess that's the only way to explain how I've been feeling for awhile now, since when a tornado ripped through the town I live in. I just don't feel myself anymore. I had to live at work for a week and half which nearly drove me crazy. I never felt so alone in my life. Since then I've found it hard to be happy and some people have taken notice. There are days where I'm in a good mood, but those are seldom. Plus my apprehension about the coming winter has my nerves shot.
Business was slower this year, as it has been with a lot of businesses except my boss thinks it just us. At one point he wanted to let my only part timer go, which was shorting after the tornado hit this town, good timing eh? I can't do this job alone, it is impossible considering I do the work of 3 people as it is now. He doesn't understand that.
My part timer thinks I'm in a bad mood, which I'm not, he's just not used to me being quiet. Normally I talk a lot and he doesn't like me being the way I have been. Even a person in a league I'm in on an online game asked me if I was okay. I've talked to a few friends on here privately who've been great about listening to my ramblings.
I just don't know what to do to get myself out of this. I just want to go back to my normal self. I've lost all ambition to do any of the drawing or writing I do, or my other hobbies. I just want to stop feeling down.
Business was slower this year, as it has been with a lot of businesses except my boss thinks it just us. At one point he wanted to let my only part timer go, which was shorting after the tornado hit this town, good timing eh? I can't do this job alone, it is impossible considering I do the work of 3 people as it is now. He doesn't understand that.
My part timer thinks I'm in a bad mood, which I'm not, he's just not used to me being quiet. Normally I talk a lot and he doesn't like me being the way I have been. Even a person in a league I'm in on an online game asked me if I was okay. I've talked to a few friends on here privately who've been great about listening to my ramblings.
I just don't know what to do to get myself out of this. I just want to go back to my normal self. I've lost all ambition to do any of the drawing or writing I do, or my other hobbies. I just want to stop feeling down.