So every day I come home from work and I sit around with my dog. I don't have any real friends. The guys I work with, we may go play golf once in a while, but that's it. I have such a hard time dealing with people. I just end up drinking until I don't care about being alone anymore. Then I go to sleep and do it all again. I have tried distracting myself with hobbies, working out and a few other things. Going to bars and things like that. I end up sitting there alone not talking with anyone. So that just depresses me even more.
I have only dated one women in about 7 or so years. Mostly by choice. I have a hard time finding someone that I can actually deal with. I end up either getting bored with them or we don't have enough in common.
Most of my problems I think I have put on myself as punishment. I don't know what I have done wrong, its just the way that I feel.
Trouble
I have only dated one women in about 7 or so years. Mostly by choice. I have a hard time finding someone that I can actually deal with. I end up either getting bored with them or we don't have enough in common.
Most of my problems I think I have put on myself as punishment. I don't know what I have done wrong, its just the way that I feel.
Trouble