Mentality
Well-known member
Hello random forum peoples.
Im a 19 year old college student living a rather boring life. I guess I came to this forum on a bit of a whim, and who knows how long I'll stay or if I'll even remember I posted this.
Currently I have no idea why I am alive and what I want to do with my life. I don't really have any friends (I think I had some back in Jr. High, but that didn't last long) and I'm not very close to my family. I'm starting to get tired of always being alone, which might be why I came here (still not sure.)
I tend to spend most of my free time indoors playing games, reading a book, playing my bass, or watching anime. A rather typical shut-in. Im not especially scared of going out or anything, it's just that I never really have any reason to except for the basic errands. Usually my only company is my dog. I guess that since I felt like I never had a life that most people in High School were supposed to have, Im starting to get worried that nothing has changed in the beginning of last part of my youth.
I'm not sure how to end this awkward introduction. I guess overall Im a rather lost person looking for the right path. Nice to meet all of you.
Im a 19 year old college student living a rather boring life. I guess I came to this forum on a bit of a whim, and who knows how long I'll stay or if I'll even remember I posted this.
Currently I have no idea why I am alive and what I want to do with my life. I don't really have any friends (I think I had some back in Jr. High, but that didn't last long) and I'm not very close to my family. I'm starting to get tired of always being alone, which might be why I came here (still not sure.)
I tend to spend most of my free time indoors playing games, reading a book, playing my bass, or watching anime. A rather typical shut-in. Im not especially scared of going out or anything, it's just that I never really have any reason to except for the basic errands. Usually my only company is my dog. I guess that since I felt like I never had a life that most people in High School were supposed to have, Im starting to get worried that nothing has changed in the beginning of last part of my youth.
I'm not sure how to end this awkward introduction. I guess overall Im a rather lost person looking for the right path. Nice to meet all of you.