MissBehave
Cry Baby
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I'm very dual to this whole Christmas celebration.
One part loves it all!
Drinking hot cocoa, decorating, having a Christmas tree, buying gifts and wrapping it.
Usually I go all out with the bird feeding too since it's so nice to look at them and it's hard to survive here with all that snow & cold.
Then it's the part that feel..... alone.
Past, present and future can take it's toll on this holliday too.
Not being where I want in life, my family pretty much suck so that has always been a big hole in me and my problems/issues feel more painful.
Maybe it's the closing of the year as well that gets me a little down as well.
Do anyone else feel this too?
Anyways.
I hope all here have a wonderful Christmas
One part loves it all!
Drinking hot cocoa, decorating, having a Christmas tree, buying gifts and wrapping it.
Usually I go all out with the bird feeding too since it's so nice to look at them and it's hard to survive here with all that snow & cold.
Then it's the part that feel..... alone.
Past, present and future can take it's toll on this holliday too.
Not being where I want in life, my family pretty much suck so that has always been a big hole in me and my problems/issues feel more painful.
Maybe it's the closing of the year as well that gets me a little down as well.
Do anyone else feel this too?
Anyways.
I hope all here have a wonderful Christmas