ledchick
Well-known member
Well, I am going to try to condense this. If you have read any of my previous post then you know I am bi polar, a married (21 yrs) mother of 3 and also being evicted from our rental home of 6 years due to our landlord selling it out from under us without any warning,
so of course this is traumatic to anyone, I think anyway.
Well, I spent yesterday trying to find us a place to move to. I live in a very touristy area, where even a rental home is outrageous in price...because well it is a vacation area. Finally after hours and hours on the phone and the web, ( oh did I mention I am a social recluse and this type of thing is VERY hard for me to do) I found a banker with some foreclosed properties that was willing to work with us to get us into one.
After my husband comes home,he has had a few and is not exactly Mr Charming, he is just so short tempered with me, and keeps saying it is me that is short tempered and why am I acting that way etc.... basically prjecting his attiitudes and feelings onto me....I just couldnt take it any more.....he mocked me and humilitated me with 'why cant you just me normal' why cant you just snap out of it' what is your problem' you just use this as an excuse, the next thing you will say is you are going to kill your self because all you want is attention.
well I did not argue with him I just went to the sun room and took a blanket and cried myself to sleep.
Now all I hear in my head is "why cant you just be normal" why cant you just be normal'
I am beginning to think that I believe him.
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so of course this is traumatic to anyone, I think anyway.
Well, I spent yesterday trying to find us a place to move to. I live in a very touristy area, where even a rental home is outrageous in price...because well it is a vacation area. Finally after hours and hours on the phone and the web, ( oh did I mention I am a social recluse and this type of thing is VERY hard for me to do) I found a banker with some foreclosed properties that was willing to work with us to get us into one.
After my husband comes home,he has had a few and is not exactly Mr Charming, he is just so short tempered with me, and keeps saying it is me that is short tempered and why am I acting that way etc.... basically prjecting his attiitudes and feelings onto me....I just couldnt take it any more.....he mocked me and humilitated me with 'why cant you just me normal' why cant you just snap out of it' what is your problem' you just use this as an excuse, the next thing you will say is you are going to kill your self because all you want is attention.
well I did not argue with him I just went to the sun room and took a blanket and cried myself to sleep.
Now all I hear in my head is "why cant you just be normal" why cant you just be normal'
I am beginning to think that I believe him.
:club: