KIller_Cuteness
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It's that time again, where I hit another low and fall into that dark swirling black hole of depression. All I do is eat junk food to fill the void and watch mindless television and cry. All I really want to do is socialize, make friends, be active but because I am so alone I just resort to smothering the feelings of despair with food and self-hate.
How do you do it? How do you get out of the despair? How do you meet people that actually enjoy being around you and enjoy your company? Even in the chat rooms I feel completely alone and unwanted. My feelings of self-hate and disappointment eats up any happiness I might momentarily have. I am just miserable in my own shell and not even medication and therapy seems to be helping.
How do you do it? How do you get out of the despair? How do you meet people that actually enjoy being around you and enjoy your company? Even in the chat rooms I feel completely alone and unwanted. My feelings of self-hate and disappointment eats up any happiness I might momentarily have. I am just miserable in my own shell and not even medication and therapy seems to be helping.