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jimmymckooel
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I find life so hard, I'm governed by fear. I think something bad will happen everytime I leave the house. I'm suspicious of my friends, I find it hard to trust anyone. I hate waking up, just wish I could sleep all day. I know I can change but it's not gonna happen over night. My lifes always one foot on the accelerator and one on the brakes and I'm braking all the time. I'm scared of everything, even close realtionships. I'm just governed by fear, I got a mountain to climb.