Elise1101
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Hello, I'm new here, so I don't know how things work, sorry about any mistakes.
I just wanted to know if there's someone, anyone who has been trough some things I've been going trought. Looking for any advice, anything helps.
I am 28 years old, do not have a job for 2 years now, do not have a graduation.The best job I've had was in a fabric floor, night shift, and I was fired and they told me I have to many problems and disabilities to be capable of working. People often judge me as an incapable person, ho can not have any use in society.
I had a dificult childhood, my parents where really violent, angry and mad people. They did bad things to me and to themselves. I lived in a very sick, mad and tiwsted environment. This caused me some learning and emotional disabilities.
I know I'm not like normal people, but I do know I can learn some things, and I can contribute to society and have a job and do things.
I've been seeking jobs for a long time now, people always turning me down, because I am diferent and not so smart and quick as others. I may not be like the most of people, but I do not feel I am incapable, even everyone saiyng so, even the people I've seeked for help.
I really wanted people to see me, for who I am, for all the things I've been trought and survived. I try to show them, that I can do things, I can be in a job! I try to show them the things I am good at, but they laught at me, some of the people who interviewed me for jobs told me that I will never be anything, that I should see the reality of things and acept that I am not normal.
Why people do that? Why can people see that some persons are not normal, but they still persons, they still have the right of having a life. Why is that no one can give me a chance? Why is that people judge you without even knowing you?
I've had a honeysuckle childhood and I still alive after all this. How many people survived trought that? Isn't that something? Doesn't that shows that this person is somehow stronger than others?
It's easy to live with a normal life, with loving and caring parents and a supoertive family and friends.
I've lived trough hell, and here I am, still alive after all, and figthing everyday!!! And this people don't see this, they just see that I am a crazy woman, with a bad bagage and with emocional and intelectual disabilities.
What can I do? Can someone help me? Because I've tried everything I could and I think I do deserve a chance of having a job, having a life and one day maybe to know what is to be loved and what is to trust another human.
I am getting tired of this fight, of fighting the world.
Please if someone has a life history that can conect to mine, please tell me how to find the strenght to keep fighting the world, alone!
I just wanted to know if there's someone, anyone who has been trough some things I've been going trought. Looking for any advice, anything helps.
I am 28 years old, do not have a job for 2 years now, do not have a graduation.The best job I've had was in a fabric floor, night shift, and I was fired and they told me I have to many problems and disabilities to be capable of working. People often judge me as an incapable person, ho can not have any use in society.
I had a dificult childhood, my parents where really violent, angry and mad people. They did bad things to me and to themselves. I lived in a very sick, mad and tiwsted environment. This caused me some learning and emotional disabilities.
I know I'm not like normal people, but I do know I can learn some things, and I can contribute to society and have a job and do things.
I've been seeking jobs for a long time now, people always turning me down, because I am diferent and not so smart and quick as others. I may not be like the most of people, but I do not feel I am incapable, even everyone saiyng so, even the people I've seeked for help.
I really wanted people to see me, for who I am, for all the things I've been trought and survived. I try to show them, that I can do things, I can be in a job! I try to show them the things I am good at, but they laught at me, some of the people who interviewed me for jobs told me that I will never be anything, that I should see the reality of things and acept that I am not normal.
Why people do that? Why can people see that some persons are not normal, but they still persons, they still have the right of having a life. Why is that no one can give me a chance? Why is that people judge you without even knowing you?
I've had a honeysuckle childhood and I still alive after all this. How many people survived trought that? Isn't that something? Doesn't that shows that this person is somehow stronger than others?
It's easy to live with a normal life, with loving and caring parents and a supoertive family and friends.
I've lived trough hell, and here I am, still alive after all, and figthing everyday!!! And this people don't see this, they just see that I am a crazy woman, with a bad bagage and with emocional and intelectual disabilities.
What can I do? Can someone help me? Because I've tried everything I could and I think I do deserve a chance of having a job, having a life and one day maybe to know what is to be loved and what is to trust another human.
I am getting tired of this fight, of fighting the world.
Please if someone has a life history that can conect to mine, please tell me how to find the strenght to keep fighting the world, alone!