worthless_loser
Well-known member
Warning: Lots of self-loathing and pity seeking ahead
I am 27 years old, unemployed and I live with my parents. I have never had a job and I don't know how to do anything.
I don't really want to work hard but I am too stupid to do anything other than menial labor.
I don't want anything out of life other than a woman who loves me. But I am a worthless loser so I have to fix whats wrong with me first.
I have been trying to find work online at home because I have no car or driver's license.
I don't want to drive anyway because I can't concentrate and I am afraid of getting into an accident.
Every time I find some work-at-home idea it turns out they either want experience or don't train you at all.
They also want attributes that I don't have like confidence, assertiveness, good communication skills, and basically everything else I don't have.
I am so tired of doing this. :club:
From age 18-24 I was thinking about killing myself because I think I have no chance at life. But I care about my parents and don't want them to feel sad if I did that so I was going to mooch off of them until they died and then kill myself.
I received hope that I could change when I was 24 when I heard about spiritual "woo woo" type stuff so I started working towards that.
But I need a job to pay for things and since I am having trouble finding one I feel like going back to my default idea.
I have lost hope again and I just don't see how it gets better.
All I see is starvation and homelessness.
I am 27 years old, unemployed and I live with my parents. I have never had a job and I don't know how to do anything.
I don't really want to work hard but I am too stupid to do anything other than menial labor.
I don't want anything out of life other than a woman who loves me. But I am a worthless loser so I have to fix whats wrong with me first.
I have been trying to find work online at home because I have no car or driver's license.
I don't want to drive anyway because I can't concentrate and I am afraid of getting into an accident.
Every time I find some work-at-home idea it turns out they either want experience or don't train you at all.
They also want attributes that I don't have like confidence, assertiveness, good communication skills, and basically everything else I don't have.
I am so tired of doing this. :club:
From age 18-24 I was thinking about killing myself because I think I have no chance at life. But I care about my parents and don't want them to feel sad if I did that so I was going to mooch off of them until they died and then kill myself.
I received hope that I could change when I was 24 when I heard about spiritual "woo woo" type stuff so I started working towards that.
But I need a job to pay for things and since I am having trouble finding one I feel like going back to my default idea.
I have lost hope again and I just don't see how it gets better.
All I see is starvation and homelessness.