Hello everyone I’m a 30 year old friendless male virgin who never had sex with women before and never dated or never married women before. I also have no friends and no social life. I work as sign holder and snow shoveler in the winters along with mascot in the summers. I have anxiety which affected me when I started normal high school because I thought I was gonna fail normal high school since I was in special Ed from grades 4 to 8 because of a low iq which I scored 55 to 70 as kid. I finished high school in four years and took summer school to pass two courses. I worked at warehouse jobs and retail store jobs from 18 to 27 until Covid happened lasting two to three months because I was worried about my job performance if I was compotent enough or not if I was in the right job and I didn’t have good listening skills in noisy environment. I also didn’t have good motor skills and I remember one warehouse job I had to cut something and I ruined it since I didn’t have good motor skills so I got depressed and quit since I didn’t want to waste time so I turned to alcohol to fuel my depression. I was also a moderate alcoholic but I’m four months sober. I’m on psych meds for anxiety and depression which are lexpro and respridone. I’m on naltrexone for moderate alcohol use disorder. I went to college at 20 and graduated at 24 in a two year college business administration program in four years because I dropped three courses one of them twice I was worried that I was gonna fail and get a low gpa but I took summer class and passed all three courses with a 3.46 gpa. So far I been working sign holder jobs since 26 and I’ve gotten emails saying I have done a wonderful job with the sign holder position. In my current sign holder job the managers and owner are saying I’m doing a great job and invited me to a Christmas party last year and I been with the company since 2021. I work as mascot in the summer since I was 29 and they said I did a good job and keep inviting me in the summers. I work as a snow shoveler in the winters in my neighborhood since I was 10 and I’m good at it.