Hello, I'm Luke, guess that's a good start. I'm a 38 year old man and I am desperately lonely, the silly thing is I'm married with kids, but I'm still so so lonely. My relationship is difficult, my wife is insecure and this has manifested itself in her being controlling. I grew up with alcoholics as parents and I didn't socialise very well, I hid in the library's at school etc. My hobbies brought me friends, but these have all been driven away or ive had to stop being friends with them as there's always a apparently been something wrong with them. Ive tried to rationalise my life but I am just feeling like I have lost my self. I tried social media, and that just caused more trouble than it was worth, now I feel totally alone, I cannot take part in my hobbies because I'd feel stupid after all the troubles. I feel like I live in a room full of eggshells. I hope I'm not just moaning, I am just so alone.