Fierce Invalid
Member
I don't know where to begin.
I don't know if I should kick this thread off with a half-hearted shout out to all the members on here, tossing out positively reinforced greetings to people I hardly know but would whole-heartedly like to get to know more; all in hopes that it will abolish my loneliness. I don't know if I should introduce myself for who I am or who I think I am or lay out a list of my remedial interests and hobbies. I don't know if I should put on a mask and pretend to be someone who would appear more likeable than the reality that is me. I just don't know.
What I do know is that I'm a really lonely individual. Incredulously lonely. I'm not too sure what I expect to get out of this forum save for perhaps a method or two on how to rid myself of this itchy, nasty feeling. I don't know how this could be accomplished. I've relinquished most of my affection I had reserved for relatives outside of my immediate family and it's slowly infecting the close ones, or rather I'm becoming more indifferent towards them. I've abandoned religion. The people I work with are (pardon my french) bloody imbeciles. And now I'm on some sort of delusional quest to find a companion before I'm admitted into the Military.
My name is Felix. I'm twenty years old and I manufacture eyewear. I don't share any redeeming or noteworthy traits, unless pessimism is highly regarded within this community. I love to write stories (I specialize in horror and fantasy), I love poetry, I love music, I love to go out on long walks, I love to assist people in my community and volunteer, and I love not knowing a synonym for the word love. Hmm. I am fond of going out to eat, I am fond of cryptozoology related topics, and I'm also fond of- You know, I think I've taken up too much space for a introductory. And that is something I'm definitely not fond of. I don't think I'm ever going to use fond eve-
ANYWAY, I think I'm done here. I hope I didn't scare anyone away with this verbose introduction, but I also don't think I can feel any lonelier.
I hope to meet a lot of people on here and maybe discover a few things about myself and of others. Until then!
I don't know if I should kick this thread off with a half-hearted shout out to all the members on here, tossing out positively reinforced greetings to people I hardly know but would whole-heartedly like to get to know more; all in hopes that it will abolish my loneliness. I don't know if I should introduce myself for who I am or who I think I am or lay out a list of my remedial interests and hobbies. I don't know if I should put on a mask and pretend to be someone who would appear more likeable than the reality that is me. I just don't know.
What I do know is that I'm a really lonely individual. Incredulously lonely. I'm not too sure what I expect to get out of this forum save for perhaps a method or two on how to rid myself of this itchy, nasty feeling. I don't know how this could be accomplished. I've relinquished most of my affection I had reserved for relatives outside of my immediate family and it's slowly infecting the close ones, or rather I'm becoming more indifferent towards them. I've abandoned religion. The people I work with are (pardon my french) bloody imbeciles. And now I'm on some sort of delusional quest to find a companion before I'm admitted into the Military.
My name is Felix. I'm twenty years old and I manufacture eyewear. I don't share any redeeming or noteworthy traits, unless pessimism is highly regarded within this community. I love to write stories (I specialize in horror and fantasy), I love poetry, I love music, I love to go out on long walks, I love to assist people in my community and volunteer, and I love not knowing a synonym for the word love. Hmm. I am fond of going out to eat, I am fond of cryptozoology related topics, and I'm also fond of- You know, I think I've taken up too much space for a introductory. And that is something I'm definitely not fond of. I don't think I'm ever going to use fond eve-
ANYWAY, I think I'm done here. I hope I didn't scare anyone away with this verbose introduction, but I also don't think I can feel any lonelier.
I hope to meet a lot of people on here and maybe discover a few things about myself and of others. Until then!
