NightOwlNYC
New member
Ok, so let's see..obviously I'm new here:shy:. And I guess I'm lonely. I'm 30 years old and have wasted my life on a woman who did nothing but lie,cheat and do drugs most of the time. I did not know it was going on most of the time. She claims to love me, need me, bla bla bla. I do not respect her and am no longer in love with her. I thought we were close, I didn't keep in very good touch with my friends for such a long time. As a result I have noone close to me. Noone I can really talk to or just chillout and shoot the honeysuckle about nothing. I have no real close friends. As far as I'm concerned this marriage is done. I have close to no social life because I work weekend nights. I have a good job but it doesn't seem as important anymore. I just wish I had a real good friend. I know I sound a little desperate and maybe even creepy. But I'm not sure how else to just put it out there. This sucks. I work, work on my house, do the food shopping, do the cooking...pretty much everything. We have a little girl together and I feel so bad for her because of her parents failed relationship. If anything she is my best friend. But I am her father and I need an adult best friend obviously. That sounded a little weird too. Anyway she is getting older and wants to spend less time with me and more with her friends which makes me sad and more lonely. Sorry for the long post. I do have friends and play sports but I don't have That one or 2 people who would call me just to say what's up or just stop by and chill. I just get so lonely sometimes.