Hello,
Wasn't sure the best way to introduce myself, but here goes.
I'm approaching 40. I'm a single man with no children. I feel socially awkward and there are times when it becomes apparently obvious that I am alone. Deep down, I crave company but at the same time, I've got too much pride to admit it. Everything about me wishes that I lived another life.
I've messed up this one thus far and in the isolation of the lockdown, this has become more and more apparent. My life as it exists contains no friendship, compassion or love outside one friend who is hundreds of miles away. This makes things more evident. I need to change my life.
The only chance I have to socialise in person is in my workplace. What can I say?
The phrase tomorrow is a fresh start is something I hope for. If there was no hope, why would I be posting this message? I'm hoping to find friendship on here. Somewhere that I can sound off in.
I'm hoping this isn't too negative. There has got to be positivity.
Sorry if this was too rambling.
Thanks for accepting my membership.
Wasn't sure the best way to introduce myself, but here goes.
I'm approaching 40. I'm a single man with no children. I feel socially awkward and there are times when it becomes apparently obvious that I am alone. Deep down, I crave company but at the same time, I've got too much pride to admit it. Everything about me wishes that I lived another life.
I've messed up this one thus far and in the isolation of the lockdown, this has become more and more apparent. My life as it exists contains no friendship, compassion or love outside one friend who is hundreds of miles away. This makes things more evident. I need to change my life.
The only chance I have to socialise in person is in my workplace. What can I say?
The phrase tomorrow is a fresh start is something I hope for. If there was no hope, why would I be posting this message? I'm hoping to find friendship on here. Somewhere that I can sound off in.
I'm hoping this isn't too negative. There has got to be positivity.
Sorry if this was too rambling.
Thanks for accepting my membership.