J.P.
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Hi everyone, I'm JP, a 31yo guy. My problem is, I just can't meet new people.
I've always worked at home, I used to draw storyboards for advertising, and for some years now I've been drawing comics. I'm quite happy and love what I do, but I don't get to interact with anyone, my social life is nonexistent and I'm starting to feel very lonely.
I seldom go out. I have some close friends, but they are extremely shy and more troubled than I am. We also don't hang out much now because of each others' work. I did meet some artists I tried to befriend, but it didn't happen. Also I lost a close friend a couple of years ago, because over time he turned aggresive on me, and I've missed him ever since.
I never had a girlfriend, I do have a long-time online friend I like very much, she's so clever and talented, but she has severe social anxiety and it's SO difficult to get her to open up. I finally got her to meet me once and it was great, we talked for six hours, but afterwards when I tried to get closer to her, she increasingly became kind of creeped out. She has her own issues, she has no friends in real life, she never went out on a date, and so on.
Anyway, I started going to a therapist a couple months ago, to try to figure out why I can't click with people. It's been helpful, but we've reached a point where it's all down to me going out somewhere... Because I won't meet anyone staying at home, right? But I just can't get to do it! It might sound silly, but I have not idea what to do, where to go. I don't have the social skills to be smooth when meeting a stranger, and just the thought of rejection hurts me or angers me very much. All people I did befriend, it was them who approached me.
It's so frustrating because I don't really have any other big problems or insecurities, but this is a huge one, and I know that if I don't figure it out soon, I'll miss a lot. I'll never find love, I'll never have a family, and so on.
Well, I rambled on a bit too much, hope I didn't bore you! Any advice you can give me, I'd appreciate it very much!
I've always worked at home, I used to draw storyboards for advertising, and for some years now I've been drawing comics. I'm quite happy and love what I do, but I don't get to interact with anyone, my social life is nonexistent and I'm starting to feel very lonely.
I seldom go out. I have some close friends, but they are extremely shy and more troubled than I am. We also don't hang out much now because of each others' work. I did meet some artists I tried to befriend, but it didn't happen. Also I lost a close friend a couple of years ago, because over time he turned aggresive on me, and I've missed him ever since.
I never had a girlfriend, I do have a long-time online friend I like very much, she's so clever and talented, but she has severe social anxiety and it's SO difficult to get her to open up. I finally got her to meet me once and it was great, we talked for six hours, but afterwards when I tried to get closer to her, she increasingly became kind of creeped out. She has her own issues, she has no friends in real life, she never went out on a date, and so on.
Anyway, I started going to a therapist a couple months ago, to try to figure out why I can't click with people. It's been helpful, but we've reached a point where it's all down to me going out somewhere... Because I won't meet anyone staying at home, right? But I just can't get to do it! It might sound silly, but I have not idea what to do, where to go. I don't have the social skills to be smooth when meeting a stranger, and just the thought of rejection hurts me or angers me very much. All people I did befriend, it was them who approached me.
It's so frustrating because I don't really have any other big problems or insecurities, but this is a huge one, and I know that if I don't figure it out soon, I'll miss a lot. I'll never find love, I'll never have a family, and so on.
Well, I rambled on a bit too much, hope I didn't bore you! Any advice you can give me, I'd appreciate it very much!