SomeBlackKid
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I am 16 years old and I have been lonely ever since my father died in 2004. My parents don't have time to be with me anymore because they are always working.
I recently got a girlfriend and within four days she broke up with me because she had too many problems to be in a relationship at the moment. The four days that I had her were the only four days in about 6 years that i've truly be happy. After she broke up with me and I go back to my boring and lonely routine in life I figured something
I just can't take it anymore. I am frustrated that I can't make a single true friend in my school or at home. I am frustrated that every time I flirt with a girl she laughs or scoffs at me. I am frustrated with this wretched life. I want to end it all but due to my instincts, I am not able. I just want to be happy and every time I am happy it gets taken away very quickly.
Why do I have to go to school everyday and get insulted for no reason when I have done nothing to harm anyone. I can honestly say the only two things that hold me back from ending this horrendous life is that I have made it my goal in life to contribute to the preservation of the human race by the colonization of our solar system and my instinct, being human, tells me not to.
I recently got a girlfriend and within four days she broke up with me because she had too many problems to be in a relationship at the moment. The four days that I had her were the only four days in about 6 years that i've truly be happy. After she broke up with me and I go back to my boring and lonely routine in life I figured something
I just can't take it anymore. I am frustrated that I can't make a single true friend in my school or at home. I am frustrated that every time I flirt with a girl she laughs or scoffs at me. I am frustrated with this wretched life. I want to end it all but due to my instincts, I am not able. I just want to be happy and every time I am happy it gets taken away very quickly.
Why do I have to go to school everyday and get insulted for no reason when I have done nothing to harm anyone. I can honestly say the only two things that hold me back from ending this horrendous life is that I have made it my goal in life to contribute to the preservation of the human race by the colonization of our solar system and my instinct, being human, tells me not to.