M_also_lonely
Well-known member
I know that change is compulsory, I know that we can't live forever. I understand that, but cant accepts that.
Since many days, I have this wierd feeling running through my mind. I dont want to die. I want to live forever. And I dont want the people around me, my family, grandparents, friends or enemies, people I don't know, etc. to die.
I want to see the world after thousands of years, with the people alive, who are alive now.
I feel like, whatever happening around us, will stop. Everybody will die, everything will be meaningless. I want to live the life again that I have already lived in these years, meet those people who have left me, give them a hug, I dont know where they are in the world.
I feel like whatever great we do, will be forgotten and lost forever after we die. And new people wil come, having mo idea abt us. I mean, we are very very small.
There will be a time, when we wont see the beautiful sunset, raining, etc, the same situations, same events happening around us, or when we see, we will miss the people who were there to share the event with us, previously.
We will grow old, we will want to get our lost family people back, but they wont come. Everyone would have died. We would miss them. Mom wouldnt call us for dinner, dad wont come home, tired of work, watch tv, sister wont ask for homework help, grandma wont ask to take care of myself when I go for picnic. Grandpa wont ask me to guide him to the temple for prayer. They will be gone.
I feel like we are running out of time. U see, u just lost a second, of ur life, here one more, one more, and similarly we would have lost the whole life.
I want to stop these confusing and wierd thoughts. I understand what I feel, its just that I am unable to accept it. Hope u understand. Please help me get out of these thoughts, I want to live happily and die with satisfaction.
Since many days, I have this wierd feeling running through my mind. I dont want to die. I want to live forever. And I dont want the people around me, my family, grandparents, friends or enemies, people I don't know, etc. to die.
I want to see the world after thousands of years, with the people alive, who are alive now.
I feel like, whatever happening around us, will stop. Everybody will die, everything will be meaningless. I want to live the life again that I have already lived in these years, meet those people who have left me, give them a hug, I dont know where they are in the world.
I feel like whatever great we do, will be forgotten and lost forever after we die. And new people wil come, having mo idea abt us. I mean, we are very very small.
There will be a time, when we wont see the beautiful sunset, raining, etc, the same situations, same events happening around us, or when we see, we will miss the people who were there to share the event with us, previously.
We will grow old, we will want to get our lost family people back, but they wont come. Everyone would have died. We would miss them. Mom wouldnt call us for dinner, dad wont come home, tired of work, watch tv, sister wont ask for homework help, grandma wont ask to take care of myself when I go for picnic. Grandpa wont ask me to guide him to the temple for prayer. They will be gone.
I feel like we are running out of time. U see, u just lost a second, of ur life, here one more, one more, and similarly we would have lost the whole life.
I want to stop these confusing and wierd thoughts. I understand what I feel, its just that I am unable to accept it. Hope u understand. Please help me get out of these thoughts, I want to live happily and die with satisfaction.